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I'm a person. I respond to the following: OHGODNO, s0ul and that bastard. On reddit I am theplaguedoctorboi. I frequently mockingly act like a plague doctor

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Venting

Posted by Pr0ject-s0ul - 1 month ago


I just need to say it. So here it is.


You have probably not heard but I'm depressed as fuck and it's only getting worse. I'm happy for roughly 4, 5 or 6 days a year and any other time I'm pissed off or feeling like shit, trying to make others happy. Depressed to the point of having suicidal dreams. If I fail my goal of making everyone else happy then I'll have the excuse to die. You all are very slowly curing my depression but recent events irl have made me feel absolutely worthless and I'm really doubting that the ability to breathe was one that should have been given to me. Things are getting worse.


The only good news: I'm now writing the prologue of "The Delta Gazelles", characters and story not only belonging to me but also belonging to SUPERBUBU3000, who is another reason I bother to stay alive, and a few by krinkels (sanford, deimos, sheriff and the auditor all belong to krinks after all [yes they actually show up in the series]). In the prologue you'll quickly find out that this is not the normal madness reality but a different one, a very different one. And the best part, it isn't a case of "some guy walks into a room and kills everyone".


Til next news, people!


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